Wednesday, January 30, 2008
yes! finally my house is 95% done. i've got a new room too at the back of my kitchen. it's amazing how things change whenever i'm not around.i know i've offended some of my close friends when i dont pick up or reply to your calls. i wasn't myself at the moment. i need some time on my own to work things out.
reality check:
low on cash,
bleak future,
not so physically fit (but my body still am... lol,)
needed a new fling or scandal.
ps:
I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always go my way
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize...
Entry closed at 12:13 by riley-sama
a lot of ppl don't know what my job scope is.i shall not explain it in details or what. i will just say that it is a 24/7 thing.
what does that mean?
sometimes i had my both my weekends burn which happened often...
sometimes i don't know when or what my off will be like - it frustrates me when i planned something far ahead to know i had to work last minute.
sometimes i can't entertain calls when i'm on duty.
am i to blame for all this? try to be in my shoes first and then tell me and i will say - i told you so.
Entry closed at 11:17 by riley-sama
it's the first grandslam of the year... and as much as i'd like federer or nadal to win, i wasn't going to be the case. world no.3 clinched that prestigious title. so is the ever wonderful maria sharapova who had played really well throughout the open. coincidentally, both winners had beaten the world no.1 in the open.
i'm contented with the level of finesse the player possesses and the quality of tennis they showcase in their matches. i'm definitely impressed. now the no.1 position has been threathened. so who will be running towards the top?
Entry closed at 11:02 by riley-sama
Sunday, January 20, 2008
i think i've been working hard lately. this, in turn, has led to a series of repercussions which has taken a toll on me now.stressed; depressed; lethargic; indecisive; lazy; frustrated;
i can't pinpoint all my worries right now because i'm just bogged down with time.
insecurities often accompanied by curiousities makes my heart worries.
am i just going to fall apart just like that?
only time will tell.
Entry closed at 21:42 by riley-sama
Sunday, January 13, 2008
i've just been a busy bee this week. have to cover a lot of duties every now and then. people thought i was just too hardworking enough and for me it's really been like 2 weeks instead of 1.one thing that just pisses me off. taking credit of other people's work/sacrifice. like the saying goes in malay converted into english "the cow's milk, the sheep get's the name". and then the one taking the credit can happily act like as if nothing happen by a simple word of 'thanks'.
errr... wait a fucking minute... let's back this bitch up. you don't bloody hell just keep things quiet and yet take the credit... at least let everyone be enlightened by who all along has been supporting and helping you, ungrateful bastard.
ps: australian open commence next week!!
Entry closed at 20:45 by riley-sama
Sunday, January 06, 2008
ahoy... been so dead beat throughout the week. i could hardly get any enough sleep. just went to a friend chalet ytd @ aloha pasir ris. the bungalow was really spacious. quite please with the food and ben n jerry's @ downtown east. ;pi think it's time to splurge on high tech gadgets again. my top 2 will be:
1. ipod touch
2. w960i
Entry closed at 20:42 by riley-sama
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
A very happy 2008!i just had a good sleep or long nap after many weeks when i came home after my duty this morning. last nite was not that havoc but it was memorable. came to know new peeps from different side of the camp. order a couple of pizzas and we all sat on the bench just outside my office - just getting to know one another and the system.
tittle-tattling here and there just make the atmosphere more rambunctious. i wasn't expecting my new years nite to be like this but i ain't complaining. glad that i came to know some people who aren't just merely acquaintances from now on. all in all i was pleased; the fun and laughter.
Bonne Annee.