Sunday, December 03, 2006
>sharks< i'm feeling down... depressed... to the verge of breaking down... i don't know if can take it anymore... GOD help ME! i feel pathetic, why? training has been so so tough for a start...
and i just couldn't keep itup for 2 straight days... only me... how come now i'm the last? maybe my fitness really fucking dropped since the injury... and more importantly i thought i was mentally prepared at the very least but boy i was so wrong... both my body and mind are its lowest but how do i fight this...
just how do i get up and show my
fighting spirit?and me parents and some relatives went to aniki's gf place to discuss some engagement terms or smth... and am left here all alone... ... ...
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Entry closed at 18:37 by riley-sama